Will, Leslie, McKenna, Calvin & Sophia

Monday, July 21, 2008

Trying not to cry...

Will left today at about 12:30pm for Scout Camp and all of us miss him already! Calvin began crying as soon as we dropped Will off and cute Kenna tried comforting him by telling him that it would only be 2 nights etc...but after he kept crying she decided that she too didn't like when Daddy is gone and had a very sad face and watery eyes. We get home and I had a ton of stuff to do for Will on some house deals....wouldn't you know that the Internet goes down...the fax machine starts acting up and the deadlines come and go. I tried everything to fix the computer...ended up calling & texting Will until just about an hour ago. I've felt like crying all afternoon myself...it's almost 7pm and I've not made dinner...don't feel like it....my dryer is beeping...my house is a wreck...I've not prepared FHE...I have a ton of projects I wanted to do before my Mom & Sister & Nieces get here Sunday (like painting, re-organizing the garage & closets etc). I know I should be counting my blessings instead of crying the blues. What a baby I am...just had a bad day and I don't look forward to tonight because I'm a wimp and hate sleeping without Will in the house. I know it could be way worse....thankfully I was finally able to tap into a neighbor's Internet with Will's wireless laptop. Tomorrow I'm off to work then as soon as I pick up the kids out doing a ton of bpo's in town, grocery shopping and finishing what I didn't finish today. Never ending busy cycle we call life right. :o)